Constant reassurance benefits only me, to be a better human being equal respect must be given to balance out ego’s of others you know nothing about
The mistakes are not being laughed at by anyone else. I have this insecure mindset that the world wants me to fail so they can laugh. People in my life right now want me to succeed. It’s time to let my vulnerable-ness go and not use it as an excuse as to why I’m not reaching my full potential.
There is a reason people like me, there is also a reason I keep myself at a distance. Focus on the attractive attributes that people admire and engage those to be a symbiotic relationship.
Yes, you should go to sleep.
Hans Zimmer Wants You!! Contest Finalists
Hear their submissions in the set here.
A message from Hans Zimmer:
“Response to our contest has been beyond all expectation with an outstanding level of talent and we received an overwhelming number of potential winning entries. While we could only choose three finalists, we discovered many more outstanding composers and plan to reach out to as many as possible! So, even if you didn’t win – don’t be disheartened - there’s still a chance you could work with Bleeding Fingers!
I need to say an enormous thank you for your generosity, it is clear that many midnight candles have been burnt and much passion poured into a mind blowing torrent of music. I continue to be astounded by the diversity, ingenuity and commitment to your art. While listening, we quickly realized that art and music cannot be judged like a bicycle race or a football game. Music needs to be lived with for a while, music sometimes takes time to be discovered by us in ourselves. We had many thousands of entries, all with a strong point of view, filled with creativity. None of this feels like it was done casually or in haste. So I don’t want to be casual about it either and be respectful of the ideas, the efforts of fellow artists and let this become more of a dialogue between us all into the future than an end to a conversation that’s just starting to get interesting.” - Hans
Life doesn’t stop for anyone. Time doesn’t stop, and despite whatever is occurring in your life, you have to live with the fact that even if you’re not moving, the whole world does, everyone around you does. The earth continues to spin, and sometimes you feel like you’re suffocating. You need a…
I’m going to make more of an effort to write about happy things
Not to disregard any of my previous writings because they were real
They were, still are, a huge part of me - dying to come out so the anguish no longer pushes against the walls of my soul
If anything the horrors I write were more of a way to make room for happiness
And at this moment I am at a balance
I am content with the tragedies that have entered and left my life
I am grateful for the past laughs that continue to give me joy
I am 100% ready to go back to being the person I was before the bullshit flooded my mind
Maybe I can never go back and maybe that’s ok
the happiness I had before was to wrapped up in the oblivion
Now the smile on my face seems to be a perk of the inner strength I’ve found
Perhaps not to other people, but that’s fine
No one really understands when I’m sad and I don’t expect anyone to understand me when I’m happy
But I expect this new horizon of writing to produce some of my greatest thoughts.
I’m just really excited to go back to being the real me, even if it’s with out you.